January 2010
71 posts
“Better a broken promise than none at all.”
– Mark Twain.
Backstabber..
First of all. Remember waaay back in October-ish, we were on the phone? You said you thought you were starting to be mean again. Then you asked me if you were “dark or light”.. As in mean or nice. I said you had times where you’re “dark.” And times where you’re “light.” then remember I said it’s just a phase? I also said that I could never see...
Reminiscing about a friend...
I can’t sleep. So much on my mind. I think about it a lot. But right now, it’s kind of hitting me hard. Going back through everything. Reading back old texts, tweets, IMs, comments, messages, letters, pictures… All of that. Thinking about our hangouts, our inside jokes, our long conversations. Listening to music that reminds me of you. It kind of hurts /: all of a sudden I miss...
Just a few things...
If I say no, accept it. Don’t ask questions, and don’t be persistent. And If I ask why, give me a good answer. Not just a “because…”
“Any pain you feel will never, ever, compare to the regret that comes from from...”
– Ghost of Girlfriends Past (via quote-book) (via avajean)
Finally.
Its hitting me bad. Best friend is moving D; Friday is going to suck so much. I swear. And it sucks we can’t even have a last final hangout. /: damn.
“Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad. You need to break down and be torn...”
– (via eletheowl) (via brokenmachine)
Fucking.
tummytang:
kristayeee:
tummytang:
Finally. I finished my itunes library. Goddamn. Looking for new songs, getting back old songs, fixing the track and album names, deleting dumb songs, blah. Fucking spent 6 hours on it, never left this seat ._. my hot pocket I heated up at 4 probably isn’t all that hot anymore >;p What a great day. ipod touch here I come.
same here! It took me like over...
Fucking.
tummytang:
Finally. I finished my itunes library. Goddamn. Looking for new songs, getting back old songs, fixing the track and album names, deleting dumb songs, blah. Fucking spent 6 hours on it, never left this seat ._. my hot pocket I heated up at 4 probably isn’t all that hot anymore >;p What a great day. ipod touch here I come.
same here! It took me like over six hours to update my...
There are songs that can make you cry and sad when...
brokenmachine:
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itsmarisse:
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so true. i can no longer listen to the songs i loved when i wasn’t caught up with this feeling. it was easy to enjoy listening to sad songs.
yup
So yesterday
Was fun. Got to take pictures with Casey on the strip. I actually took a lot this time :O we walked from Mandalay Bay to City Centre. Everyone kept on commenting her Vikings hoodie :P ahh. Funny. Then we started counting the Nikons and Canons we saw. Haha. It was 4-4. Yep. I had fun. It was a hassle with the tripod at first, but I got it down :P anyways. We met up with michelle at City Centre. We...
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most:...
jayybeezy:
hi-ahlihsuhn:
lisaslifebelike:
dopetasticson:
=/
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“Trust is like a piece of paper. Once it’s crumpled it can’t be...”
Weird
weather we’re having lately :P
Anyways. Today was good. I thought it was nice of Erick when he told me he saw my photography and liked them :P Vartan saw my pictures too. haha. How nice.
Study skills was ehh. Went to the library with Elissa.
Chinese was cool. Did calligraphy. Mrs. Chen liked mine ;P I guess. heh. Oh! I wrote in Tashi’s notebooks a few times, and made him find them....
“You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. And when you mess...”
– Jay Asher (via kari-shma) (via lovebot)
/:
So two of my best friends might be moving now.
Great.
nannana.
I’ll talk about my daay.
Ochestra. Pretty cool. Talked the whole period. ish. Mr. Richards talked about our trip. We’re going to watch Phantom of the Opera I think. Then he said that next year’s freshmen has a chance of going to London or whatever. Wtheck ! >.< But in our junior year, we get to go to New York to perform at Carnegie Hall. We get to stay there for like...
“I don’t want to end up making promises that I have no intentions of keeping or...”
– Boy Meets World (via runawaytrain) (via brokenmachine)
“It’s kind of hard being sad when I talk to you.”
– a good friend. :)
Drifting..
Dear best friend,
I talked to you yesterday.. heh. But not for long. ehh. We both had to call back different people.. Hm. I feel like we’re drifting /’: We used to talk every day. From like four or five, ‘till eleven or twelve.. heh. Now we just talk like once a week for an hour or two at the most. I feel like I don’t even know what’s new with your life, ‘cause...
“Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It’s a lot easier to be angry at...”
– Tom Gates (via brokenmachine)
Its funny how the people that you WERE close to...
(via yanisrhayne)
Sheesh,
People these days. It bugs me when I treat people to dinner, movies, or anything, and they don’t even say thank you. A simple thanks will do. Jeez. Be polite. It’s a common courtesy. Just saying.
“Ohh, so if it’s a 32 GB it holds 32 songs?”
– Mum :P
Band Geek > Orc Dork. !
carmelinnnne:
oh nuhuh booboo ORCHADORKSftw (:
i miss my violin </3
Orchestra is better :D
“In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you...”
– (via kiouxsie) (via hugeheartandopenhands)
so true:)
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“Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the...”
– Hitch.
woaaheeohwoo.
My day has been fun. I had contemp. and biology exams today. They went pretty good. After school I hung with Josh and Ryan at In-n-Out. My backstabber best friend bought me a double double ^-^ Then we went to Toys R Us/Baby R Us and Target. We were walking back to In-n-Out, and we saw Mike, Robert, Cody, Arely (sp), George, Cheyenne, and I think that’s it? Just chilled with them at the same...
It seems when you want someone, they don't want...
(via hoyyemeddie)
So I’ve thought about it. Idk. In a way I think you’re better off without me. Maybe I won’t talk to you? I mean, if you start the conversation and all, that’s cool. Idk what I want. Hmm. I wonder what YOU want though.
Dear
Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook, Myspace, YouTube.. You’re all a distraction ! >.< !
So I have to do the five page essay for biology. It’s due tomorrow :P Ahh. Procrastination is fun.
But today was nice. Mike and I switched iPods, and he gave me access to the wifi at school. Sucks you can’t go on Myspace or whatever. But hey, I can still use Google when I need it :P...
ailinaaa:
just curious, when do you figure out who your true friends are? cos it seems like one minute you know, then the next you don’t. it seems like you’re starting to get close to a person, but are you really close to them? it seems like everything’s alright and that you have a good idea of who your true friends are, but really are you for sure that those new people are your friends? because...
The hapiness you gave me back then. Looking forward to talk to you. It’s like nothing happened. Everyone says the things I don’t want to hear. The last thing I want to do. But I don’t know now. It’s like.. it’s coming back? Err.. I don’t know. Never mind.
But what’s going to happen? hmm.
I’m done with everything. Really. More rumors .. heh. Nice.
Haven’t posted in a loong while. So here it goes. Yesterday was fun. It was Rayce’s birthday party thing. Went ice skating with his family, Elissa, Katherine, and yeeah. After that went to the bbq. Which was cool. Elissa fell once, but on purpose so I could take pictures :P Rayce fell like twice or three times? Bailey fell a few times I believe. Katherine didn’t.. I don’t...
Insipidus.
Day was okay. Orchestra, we had a substitute. He kept talking about the Marines for like 30 minutes. It was interesting at first, but then after a looong while, it’s like -__- Hm. Went to the practice room for the rest of the period. We kept singing along with the piano, and goofing off :P Made videos of Haily and Kevin singing and dancing. heh. PE, laame ! Elissa and I were the only...
During biology..
Haily: Who wants to play a game! You have to try to say the word louder than me.. APPLE !
Me: APPLE ! :P
Haily: PENIS !
Laughs*
Kevin: PENIS your homework ! (Filipino accent*)
Haily: NUTS ! I like eating nuts! They're hard, and chewy !
John: Yeah, a flight attendant gave me a bag of them on the airplane.
haha. Biology was hilARious : P
Oh yeah, and Haily was like, "VAGINA ... A female body part..." : P
“I used to be taller than Andrew, now he’s shorter than me!”
– Josh
