December 2011
19 posts
November 2011
36 posts
I guess I have to be patient :T You’re a “baby” after all.. But what just happened killed it, you could say. I don’t like this.. I feel like we take one step forward and two steps back sometimes. Is this going anywhere? I have to be patient and understanding. At the same time, I’m not a patient person. I’m stubborn and I guess I’m asking for too much. Or...
Sounds good right about now.
Stargazing on a blanket. Drinking warm holiday drinks from Starbucks. Eating s’mores made from a bonfire. Cuddling with that someone. Bundling up in scarves and boots. Listening to Michael Buble type of music. Just relaxing and embracing those good vibes.
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Gian turns up radio volume*
Me: wait do I know that girl over there?! (fights with G on turning down the volume*) I can't see!!
Gian: what?! You can't see so you turn the volume down?!
Always on a limb.
I feel like I always reach and go out on a limb for people. I feel like I have to jump through hoops and obstacles to make them satisfied or happy. I always risk getting in trouble or my own safety for them. I’m always cutting it close. Luck can only last so long.. Yeah, I have a choice whether or not to do it, but idk. Maybe I’m being too selfless? I should stop being a pushover...
I’m going to be a raving bxtch for the next ten minutes.
Ha. So you’re single. That’s cool. You like someone. That’s cool. You’re calling her those names. That’s cool. OH, but you’re playing another girl as well?! haha. What have you become? Just cause you changed your looks, changed your style, flaunt your money, drive around in your car, doesn’t...
So I made another Tumblr. It’s mainly for reblogs of what I can relate to, of what I’m feeling, and what I’m interested in. It’s everything else that doesn’t relate to my personal posts, vents, and thoughts I guess.
Kwhatt.tumblr.com
Feedback.
I like a person who gives feedback when I need to vent. Instead of the normal answers like, “I’m sorry, I wish I could do something about it.” I want real advice even if I don’t take it. I want your perspective and your opinions on my problems even if it’s an answer I wouldn’t want to hear. I want to be able to open up to you. Not only do I want to be able to...
I miss you, but you know why we’re distant? It’s cause I’m not comfortable being around you. I feel like I’m judged whenever we hang out. I can’t be myself around you, which isn’t right.. You should be the person that I should feel the most comfortable around. I feel like I have to be a completely different person with you. Gosh. Sigh*
Shyness.
Shyness won’t get you anywhere in life, in my opinion. I’m glad I’m not as shy as I was before. It’s opened a lot of doors for me, you could say. I feel like a stronger person. To me, being shy will just make you regret things later in life. You could miss your chance to do something you’ve been meaning to do, all because you don’t have the confidence in...
Smile.
“Never frown, you never know when someone’s falling in love with your smile.”
I fancy a person who smiles. Who cares if your teeth are “ugly,” if you don’t like it, if you don’t know how, or if your breath smells. haha. The ones that matter aren’t going to judge you. Show some emotions and smile. I’m not saying a person is emotionless without...
Little details.
I notice the little things about my close friends; the certain skittle(or any other candy) colour they like, the way they fix fix hair, the way they talk, the type of clothes they wear, the way they order their burgers, stuff like that. The simplest, yet important things. These likes, dislikes, habits, and all that makes them, them. You know.. for future sakes and references.
“Don’t be afraid of the shadows, because not far from you, there is light.”
– City Hunter.
What ever happened to "dates"?
charissej0y:
All everyone talks about now is fucking. Oh you’re sexy I wanna plow you. What about, “you are beautiful, let me take you out sometime?” I am tired of everyone wanting to just bust a nut. Romance is amazing. Keep it classy people, ask for dates instead of sex.
Fighting to treat.
I like fighting for the check with someone. I like to fight to the very core of it even if it means holding up the line. haha. I find it funny when the cashier stands there all awkward debating on whose money they should take. I think it’s sweet when the person wants to pay for me, but sometimes I feel bad and I don’t want them to pay.. >.< And sometimes I just want to fight for...
Skeptical.
Honestly, in five months, I feel like I’d be saying, “what was I thinking?” It just doesn’t seem or feel right. It’s just this bad vibe I have that’s telling me I’ll regret it sooner or later. Something’s telling me that I’m going to feel hurt. I am truthfully happy at the moment. But something feels fishy. Something’s just not right..
This is like my hundredth post about you.. You never learn your lesson. Even after the cops coming to our house that one day at six in the morning, you still don’t even learn. God. I just want to grab you and knock some sense into you. You’re twenty four years old, but in my eyes you’re like a high schooler. You need to be more responsible and grow up for once. Stop disappointing...
Conversationalists.
I probably blogged about it before, but whatever. It’s in my head now. I like a person who can converse really well. I like to talk to people who can keep a conversation going without me doing all the effort. I don’t care if they bring up something random, weird, or awkward. It makes me look forward into talking to you which hey, creates a better bond between us. I hate the boring...
Just a quick rant/thought: I think it’s pretty sad when a guy asks his girl to be his girlfriend through a text message. I know not every guy is creative and he can’t go spending all his money on that lovey dovey stuff, but a text message? Really? Might as well send her an email if you ever propose to her. Maybe you can use the Emoji diamond ring if you have an iPhone. Idk. I think...
Stop consistently putting her hopes up when you...
You give,
you give, and you give.. but it’s hard to ever get something back. I’m not saying I expect stuff when I do a favor or anything, but it would be nice if I received something back in return. But hey, it’s whatever. Cause in my mind, I know I did a good deed.
#Breakfastclub
I can honestly say I’m more than happy with life. I feel stress-less. I feel confident. I feel energetic. I feel “high.” Most of all, I don’t feel happy. I know I’m happy. I think it has to do with being with the greatest friends, the “breakfastclub”; Jose, Gian, K(j)eremy, Lauren, Yuki, Paulo, Alicia, and.. am I missing someone? haha. Lately we’ve...
I want to be a guy.
Not just cause guys can pee standing up, haha. But I want to be a guy just to try to be that “perfect” boyfriend to some girl. Us girls expect a lot from wanting a “perfect” boyfriend. I wonder what it’s like to be in that position to try to be that type. As a girl, I’m guessing it’s pretty hard since a “perfect” boyfriend is hard to find. To...
“I wish I could kiss the tears on your face, but the feelings ain’t the...”
– “I Can’t Stay” - Am Kidd
Paulo: Omg it's making me cry lol
Me: Ahhhw! Really?!
Paulo: yeah lol, once you start talking about graduation, itll always make me tear up x'D
Me: lol. yeah :( we're going to be alone :( It's ok though. I'll have my license then. We'll have our OWN adventures.
Paulo: Hey dont be sad, its our last year, there will be no crying this year, save it for graduation ;D Hopefully ill get my license too, then i would just take the car and drive xD & Promise? ;D
Me: haha. Ahw. mmkay. Pinky promise!
Paulo: pinky promise :)
Friend Zone.
I don’t really believe in it. People are afraid to fall into that category, but I don’t see anything wrong with it. Yeah, you like the person and you want to be more than friends, but wait. Think optimistically for a moment. One, things happen for a reason. Two, in a relationship, the boyfriend and girlfriend should have that best friend bond. In order to have a loving relationship,...
