September 2011
23 posts
Life as a computer.
Imagine living a life as a computer. Sometimes I wish I could refresh moments. I just want to start out new. I could undo mistakes and clear my history. I could drag it all down to the trashcan and never be reminded of again. Come out with a new slate and run like new. Living a life as a computer, I can store memories and music. I can socialize. I can go back in time, or forward. I can raise my...
"Best friend?"
If you see this, then you see it. If you don’t, oh well. This is just a vent and this is how I see it.
You know what hurts? Being best friends by title. You can argue all you want and go denying it. You can bring up all the past memories saying that that’s how you base our friendship, but what about now? It hurt to see you cry yesterday at your own birthday party over a boy. I wanted...
Wow. Why do I keep falling for that? I keep kidding myself that you’re a good person and you wouldn’t do such a thing. Guess I was wrong! I hate this emotional roller coaster. Gosh.. I’m happy one second, missing you the next, hating you for the minute, and just wanting to slap you across the head. I keep telling myself freaking lies. Wow. Not only am I disappointed in you, but...
Effort.
Lately I’ve been tired of being the one that puts out more effort in a friendship while the other sits back. Whether it’s a relationship or a friendship, it takes two people to keep that strong.. I’ve come to realize that a true friend will give as much effort as the friendship means to them. Why waste your own breathe for someone that doesn’t want to return that same...
IM move.
Don’t pull the typical move of IMing me. Don’t IM me for ten minutes then say, “hey, I have to go now. Text me though! *inserts number*” It’s even more pathetic when you stay online. lol. So much for having to go.. Just ask me for my number or ask me to text you directly. Is it so hard to ask that? haha. It’s just a question.. I won’t bite. I’m...
Dream "Date?"
I wouldn’t necessarily call it a date, but hang out would do as well. Anyways, I’ve always wanted to go to a movie drive-in with someone. It doesn’t matter if it’s a friend or someone special. They seem so cool and retro! It reminds me of Grease! I love the 50’s era with the poodle skirts, the diners, the fun music, and all that good stuff. Some people say drive-ins...
I’m tired of you not knowing what you have until it’s gone. You never learn your lesson. It’s been a year almost.. When will you learn to appreciate what’s in front of your eyes? From your actions, you never took advantage of that time. It hurts to know I wasn’t valued enough. Anyways, I’m done with you. You can beg for me back but nothing has changed. You still...
Good night tweets.
“Good night, twitter!” ~
I’ve never got the reason why people text good night to twitter.. Twitter will not @reply you and wish you sweet dreams back. Lol. It’s just as bad as tweeting, “Brb. Going to shower.” pointless! Oh, and you know it’s funny when people tweet good night, yet they keep tweeting afterwards. So much for sleeping.
Is there something wrong with me? Lately I’ve been getting that I look mad, or sad, or tired, or something.. My aunt thinks I’m not happy with life and that I’m depressed. She said she doesn’t want me to go suicidal. That thought has never entered my mind though.. My dad says I never smile anymore. My mom says I look tired all the time or I’m pissed off. I normally...
Respect.
It really irritates me when a child has no respect for elders. I hate when they’re unappreciative and bratty at an age where they should know better. I feel like their parents aren’t doing their job well enough to teach their kids to know what’s right from wrong. I was always taught to have manners and treat others the way you want to be treated. It’s not so hard to give...
A bestfriend of the opposite sex
ailinaexpress:
omgphantastic:
In my opinion, this is like the best type of relationship you can get. Just being able to play jokes on someone and having a person to kick it with all the time feels so good. I also prefer it over a guy to guy friendship ( or girl to girl ) because it’s so much easier to talk about your problems with the opposite sex.
That is what I want you to be..
Relaxed.
Facebook Check Ins.
People can be a nitwit with these check ins. Why would you check in at your house? lol, now I have directions from my current position to your house. Don’t be surprised if you see me in the middle of the night with my face pressed up against your window. Just kidding. I could care less about where your current standing position is. But if I was a stalker, your check ins can tell me when and...
Mixed feelings.
If only things could be more straight forward.. You say one thing, but you do the other. Should I not hope before it gets too far? Who am I kidding? I’ve already started to hope.. I don’t want to be disappointed. Just stop with the mixed feelings I’m getting and I’ll be fine.
That awkward moment when..
“That awkward moments when…” are getting annoying. This phrase has been used and abused way too much. Sometimes it’s not even awkward! That awkward moment when I ate a pizza. Well good for you.
Indirect.
What’s with all the indirect tweets, tumblr posts, comments, statuses, etc? I admit that I’ve done it a few times, but to an extent. Indirect posts just adds more fire to the fire you may already have. If you want your words spoken and have more meaning to it, speak up. (or forever hold your peace. Lol.) Don’t hide what you have to say. It’s like having one foot in the door...
We're talking.
To me, I use the words, “we’re talking,” differently. To some, it may mean that two people are getting to know each other into that liking phase. To me, “we’re talking,” means, well, “we’re talking.” Why can’t two people just talk without suspicion of something more? Maybe I like conversing with certain people. We’re just talking...
