It's all about perspective.

I’m trying to be the best that I can be. I’m trying to go above and beyond and give it...

Sat, 18 Aug 2012 17:16:13 -0700

I’m trying to be the best that I can be. I’m trying to go above and beyond and give it my all to you down to the details. I don’t mean to sound selfish, but when I feel I’m not given as much effort as I put in, I’m so conflicted. Do I keep doing what I do in spite of that? Or am I expecting too much? Honestly, I don’t think I have the will to give less of what I give now. It’s not me.. So what now?

Strive to make your significant other smile at least once a day. You’re theirs for a reason;...

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 16:00:11 -0700

Strive to make your significant other smile at least once a day. You’re theirs for a reason; you make them happy. So make their day.

I’ve already made time for you. I’ve always had and always will. But you.. You have to...

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 03:07:40 -0700

I’ve already made time for you. I’ve always had and always will. But you.. You have to find time for me.

Is it my fault for having a high level of expectations? You could say so. There’s a reason why...

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 02:23:38 -0700

Is it my fault for having a high level of expectations? You could say so. There’s a reason why I do though. It’s my fault for believing in your words and promises. I’m not saying I’m losing my faith, but I’m sure as hell not expecting anything anymore. Why is this always a damn problem?

But when it comes down to no expectations? It hurts just as much.

What happened to all the little things? …

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 00:13:58 -0700

What happened to all the little things? …

Facebook and relationships.

Thu, 02 Aug 2012 01:01:53 -0700

I’d rather not have my boyfriend’s facebook password. I trust him with all everything I got, so I don’t need to check up on him. I don’t want to be a nosy girlfriend, trying to snoop through all the messages and all of his past. As tempting as it’d be, it’s pointless. You’re just trying to find a reason to be disappointed.

I like to joke, tease, mess around. That’s who I am. If you can’t take a joke,...

Sun, 15 Jul 2012 02:33:26 -0700

I like to joke, tease, mess around. That’s who I am. If you can’t take a joke, that’s your problem. If you’re going to take it seriously, don’t ruin it for the other person at least.

kjeremygiron: If I could write you a poem, I would. If I was an artist, I’d draw you something. If...

Sun, 08 Jul 2012 02:48:35 -0700

kjeremygiron:

If I could write you a poem, I would.

If I was an artist, I’d draw you something.

If I was a musician, I’f play you a song.

If I was all of those, I’d play you a song I wrote in front of a wall with a drawing I made for you.

But in reality…Haha I suck at a lot of things.

All I could give you is my undying attention and the will to cater to you.

Enough to see that smile.

You don’t need to be a poet. You always know just the right things to say at the right time. You’ve seen all the conversations and screen shots I’ve saved :P

You are an artist. Have you seen your work?!?! And technically, you drew in our notebook that you made on page 31!

You’ve played guitar for me and I’ve heard you sing. That’s enough for me.

And that smile is there for the sole purpose of the happiness you have given me.

I saw it coming, but I was just too naive to think it wouldn’t happen.

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 22:52:00 -0700

I saw it coming, but I was just too naive to think it wouldn’t happen.

A scent is a special aspect of a memory.

Tue, 19 Jun 2012 22:33:47 -0700

It’s kind of weird. There comes a time in life where you miss a person or miss something that...

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 22:14:00 -0700

It’s kind of weird. There comes a time in life where you miss a person or miss something that used to be in your daily routine. You’ll think about it all the time. Sometimes it becomes a weight in your mind for days, weeks, months.. You feel as though happiness is impossible. Then all of a sudden, it disappears. That weight is lifted and you didn’t even realize it.

I want to hear the truth only cause I care. I hope that’s not so hard to understand. One of my...

Mon, 28 May 2012 20:14:55 -0700

I want to hear the truth only cause I care. I hope that’s not so hard to understand. One of my pet peeves is when a person is beating around the bush when explaining what’s wrong. I don’t want any of that sugar coat either. Just flat out say it. If I’m hurt, oh well. I’ll get more irritated and impatient sitting there, waiting for the truth when it’s going to be spat out eventually.

Musician Problems.

Wed, 23 May 2012 22:41:02 -0700

I can not STAND it when people arrive early for call time, yet during the time before the concert, they don’t even bother to tune with a real tuner and/or practice. We all know that we’re never ready for performances and we rarely practice at home. It shows how much dedication you put into the orchestra. Obviously, it seems as though orchestra is not a priority in life by those actions. If that’s the case, get out.

Prom 2012

Sun, 20 May 2012 22:23:25 -0700

Prom was a day/night to remember :) There were a few disasters here and there, but other than that it was pretty smooth sailing. I woke up, ate Cane’s for lunch, and started to get ready. I finished getting ready at Yuki’s house. It’s officially a “ritual” now xD “She’s the one..” Kevin, Jeremy, and Matt came to pick us up. Jeremy got me a corsage with white roses and red ribbon. He also got me roses ^-^ <3 Took some pictures, then off to Prom. We made a pit stop for safety pins, water, and hairspray. We arrived at Palazzo and took some pictures. We took pictures at Venetian as well. Thanks again, Robert. I WILL somehow send that money to you T_T He was a great photographer, especially having to photograph around 30 people, more or less. At six thirty, the party bus picked us up and we arrived at the Grove. LOL. Rylan gave a dance for Jose that earned him $20 xD The hour and a half that we were there went by fast at prom.. But I still had fun :) Just sucked though cause my ankles tensed up for some reason, so I had to sit out for a little. Jeremy was a gentleman, as always. Michael was Michelle’s personal Chippendale xD There was a party where Jeremy and I went outside and laid in the grass. That was fun :) The two party busses picked us up at 9:15. On the way it was crazy! haha. It was more more fun on the bus than prom, dancing wise. Anya and I…. uhhh.. LOL. Anyways, we went to.. Caesars and ate at Cheesecake Factory. I told the server that it was Jose’s birthday so a free ice cream would be brought out for him. After dinner, Kevin, Yuki, Jeremy and I walked to Serendipity’s. There was an asshole that kept looking back, but Jeremy handled it very well with him. So we slowly trotted back to Palazzo. Yuki said, “those shoes do justice to your legs, but I didn’t say your feet” xD Got back to the car, dropped off Yuki, Kevin, and then Jeremy dropped me off. Came home around 2:30? 3? Something like that. Took a shower, and off to the airport to drop off Michelle. I crashed when I got home.

It won't hit me until the day actually comes.

Thu, 17 May 2012 21:33:15 -0700

Life's pretty great right now.

Sun, 13 May 2012 16:16:27 -0700

Nothing to complain about, vent about, or stress about.

How long will this last?

You can’t just play with people’s feelings and emotions like that. Stop your games and...

Fri, 04 May 2012 19:47:00 -0700

You can’t just play with people’s feelings and emotions like that. Stop your games and come to reality for once. Do you even know what your actions do? I’m sure so. But why? Why are you portraying this mask, that.. doesn’t even fit you? You’re hurting those around and eventually, yourself. Is that what you like? To test people? To kill off your emotions? To hurt yourself? To hurt others? To push others buttons for your enjoyment? To create this character and push away friends that have been with you for.. how long? Why do they deserve it? They don’t. You don’t notice the effort they try to give.. But each time, it’s a slap in the face you give them. But they don’t give up. They care.. From what you do, are you saying that you’ve stopped caring about them? If that’s the case.. speak up now. Time is of the essence and we can’t keep chasing butterflies with our hands forever.

Pretty awesome weekend :D Thursday, Jeremy, Kevin, and I went to...

Mon, 30 Apr 2012 17:06:00 -0700

Pretty awesome weekend :D Thursday, Jeremy, Kevin, and I went to Jeremy’s house, Kevin’s house, and Winco for food :D Then we went to the Key Club banquet! On Friday, the orchestra and I + Jeremy left for CALI! Kevin and I watched Friends on the bus xD Laughing so much. We stopped at Barstow. I didn’t feel like eating. I just changed into my formal wear and we were off to the Disney Music Center to watch the LA Philharmonic! Awesome experience! We got to tour around backstage too. We then hit the hotel, ate some pizza from Little Caesars, and freshened up for Disneyland/California Adventure!! YAY :D Just stayed in Disney all day. For dinner I got a turkey leg and buttered corn on the cob :D Worth the wait! I was a little sad that Indiana Jones kept closing on us :( Boo. We left around midnight, and walked back to the hotel. Yuki and I shared a room with Cheyenne and Karolyne. Ha. Yuki talking to her Bui thang xD “Bui thang & Yuki Chaaang!” LOLOL, “Is she the one with the ass out?!” On saturday, we woke up around 7:30. Got ready for another day in Disney. We went off to Cali Adventure. California Screaming will always be my favorite. We then went back to Disney and rode Space Mountain where we got stuck on. I got to see the inside! ha. That’s what she said. :P Anyways, met back up around 3:45, and did our recording. WE PLAYED UP THEME! Oh and Lion King and the logo song. After pictures and whatnot, we went back to the park and rode more rides. Went to eat at Boudin :) Mmh, my favorite!!! We later went to play the midway games. Jeremy won me a turtle :3 And with my luck, I got the big prize. -_- The one time I want the small prize for the turtle.. haha. Oh well. At 10:15, we watched the World of Color :) Cute show. Just got wet a lot, lol. I was shivering by the end of it. My favorite part was when they played Pirates of the Caribbean when they had the fire xD Afterwards, we walked around Downtown Disney, then met back up in Disneyland. Time to go home :( We arrived back at Legacy around 5. It was a fun weekend.

Don’t rush things. If you’re unsure of things that could work out or not, let time take...

Thu, 26 Apr 2012 23:26:56 -0700

Don’t rush things. If you’re unsure of things that could work out or not, let time take its course. The answer will reveal itself when it’s ready. After all, it all happens for a reason.

Kissing

Thu, 26 Apr 2012 08:01:00 -0700

Maybe I’m a little old fashion, but I think kissing is something to experience when it’s “official.” It’s something to not rush. A kiss isn’t just a kiss, it’s something more than that. Something special shared between two. From the first kiss to the last. It’s the difference between just being friends, and being in a relationship. I’d honestly would view it as a low key “friends with benefits.”